A successful woman is one who can find a man that earns more than she can spend~

went to watch sky high at marina with queen and hao on sunday?? or sat..cant remember lol..wency left for home early.. =)

met them for dinner after their westwing concert..lol hmm i guess the concert didn't go too well..coz all of them look so listless and tired..wahahaha..

decided to eat at han's...food..err..okie i guess..den went window shopping for a lil while before the movie..
ahh..sky high..haha kinda funny near the end of the show wahahaha..love the guinea pig.. "chew the wire!!" "chew the wire!!!" HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA..

kinda like a teenage show..since it's a "action-hero" kinda movie..i would say it's quite shallow in that genre..coz of the "hero-saves-the-day" kind of ending =P
anyway..it was a pretty nice show..

NOTE TO READER: THE BELOW MIGHT BE A LITTLE BORING..SO PLEASE REFRAIN FROM READING IF U THINK OF NOTHING BUT BOREDOM..

went thorugh some thinking these few days..and calculated my marks..well thing is..i dont think retaking would change anything..my marks are still going to be the same..or worst..if the "worse" happens..

well at least if the marks are the same..but at least i pass my maths..but i dont think my parents are going to be happy with that..becoz the points are still the same..no improvement..no nothing..especailyl mum..i have a really BIG guilt whenever i see her...i wasted 12k already..6k for nothing..and 6k for onli A LITTLE improvement..i know my maths has improved..but accts..is not going anywhere....so it's gonna pull my marks down again..why is life so sickening..
right now i dont even know if the effort i put in is enough or not..something's wrong with the world today..coz i dont think "reap what u sow" is going to happen in this world..dont u agree?? sometimes things that u put in effort doesn't work like the way u want it? ever happen to u before??

my life has sucked all the way after secondary school..nothing is going the right way..or as planned...the one question is my mind everyday when i wake up is "why?" "why?" "why?" or "what am i doing?" "is this right?"

maybe i just feel out of place because i'm not in track with the rest of the society..makes me feel insecure i guess?? haha in terms of music..i guess we can say that i'm out of beat WAHAHAHAHA..well i hope i can catch up with the rhythm then...

accts paper 2 tomorrow..queen's making muffins at home with wency and hao..
should i go?? i dunno..if i go..it doesn't make a dent in my paper..or does it??
see?? these questions are always so.....excruciating..i cant even correct myself..such redundant questions..makes no sense..makes nothing work out..solves nothing too..

i wanna get back on track!! i wanna start running with the rest..be in the race..den maybe i will feel much more comfortable..and at ease with myself..
faster faster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well then ciaos ppl..my shanhai trip is nearing too!! wahahaha ^^v