A successful woman is one who can find a man that earns more than she can spend~

damn it..stupid bed... ARGHH!!!!!!!!
cut my pinky toe yesterday because of the stupid bed!! stupid la! damn painful.. was about to go to bed when i cut it..damn it damn it!! now the skin on my pinky toe is cut off...and the nail is broken into half F***K~!!!!!!! damn painful k! asshole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! used up like 3 tissues jus to stop the bleeding..wah...the nail was really painful..

couldmn't even sleep well yesterday..pain still there now..and i jus finsihed accts tuition..had a mock test again..watever jus kill me....forget it la fail like shit can... study and study oso no use..keep forgetting some of the things..den the whole question cant work up.. damn fed up...first the nail now accts is pathetic..

seriously..i think i wanna end my life...i hate this life..so fed up and sick with it..
is like after school everything i have done have gone haywired...what the freak is wrong!? is the chioce i made wrong in the first place...should i follow what's given to me in the first place..and dont act clever to try and change it?? i dont even know..that question kept popping in my head recently.. freak la

feel like killing myself sometimes..so worthless............dunno dunno dunno..everything oso dunno..guess i can fuck off and die!! die die die!!!!

maths like shit oso...mock got a C..gonna have another mock this thurs..i think i can forget about studying la..everytime get good results..den mock like shit..wth?!?! is this a joke??? damn it..i guess my wish wont ever come true...i really wish to pass..but with freaking results like that..i might as well forget about it..nvm..my wishes always never come true..it's always like that from young..watever...........i sometimes wish someone could jus tell me why are these things happening to me..retribution?? of wat?!? it's jus so not fair...before test i remember everything..during the test all my doubts blanket my mind...wtf is this?!?

seriously..i consider ending my life.worthless sh*t..
well then...that's all..and forget about peace..the world didn't have one in the first place..