I"M AM DAMN PISSED~!!!!! not becoz of my results but wit my FRIGGIN F****** DAD~!!!!11 WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WIT HIM?!?!?!?!? JUS FOR A FRIGGIN LETTER he screams as if the whole world owes him debt!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 right now i'm so PISSED i can KILL A PERSON...serious! u know those heart ache hatred and anger u feel in ur heart sumtimes when ur real real real mad!?!? YA>>THAT"S what i'm felling rite NOW~!!! I CAN KILL KILL KILL A PERSON~!!!!!!!!!!! HE TOTALLY TICKED ME OFF~! friggin letter...one friggin letter and he makes so much noise..jus becoz the letter abt the posting results!!!!! wat the F***~!!!! okie now even F*** cannot replace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! make so much noise...wat do u know abt me??!?!?! everytime act as if u veri knowledgable abt things?!?!?! DO NOTHING ABT MY STUDIES!!! never even give shit abt me..or even my tuition...or even my LIFE!!! everytime i work and study u never see....whenever i free watch tv onli u yell~!!! F***~!!!!!!!!! wat is it u want from me my dear old fatehr!??!?!?! MY LIFFE~!?!!??!?! SURE I CAN GIVE IT TO U! U KNOW WHY U PISS ME OFF?!?!?! coz of one sentence u say!! AND IT IS REALLY REALLY REALLY SUPER ULTRA UNFORGIVABLE~!!!!!IT IS TRUE~!!!!!!!!!!!!and i swear i will remember it MY ETERNAL LIFE~!

say wat abt me doing nothing in sch!!!!!!!!!!!!!1and in the end bring a piece of shit home!!!!!!!! YES~!!!!!1 u SAID THAT!!! ,it really pisses me off~!!!!!!"BROUGHT A PIECE OF SHIT HOME!" I WILL DEFINITELY REMEMBER IT FOR LIFE!! I SWEAR~!! danzen kokorozashi~!!!zeitai~!! after u said that i really really feel lyk punching u in the face...coz u never really care!! u dun even know enuff abt my life...u dun even come into my life and SEE~!! u dun even help me...and unlike mum..she helps me...she talks to me..U DUN EVEN DO THAT!!! U DUN EVEN KNOW ME WELL ENUFF~!!!!!!! WAT RIGHT HAVE U GOT TO SAY ABT ME?!?!?! U HAVE NO RIGHTS! TO SAY ABT ME LYK THAT~!


i really tot of slapping u.........but becoz of mum's presence i give her face!!!!! i never hit u....i never talk back..given her absent..i would DEFINITELY do something!!!!! but i didn't....those words of urs pierce into my heart!!11 felt lyk it was exploding!!! with hate anger vengence!!!!! as if my heart has something pressed on it!!! i jus grit my teeth and held my fist!... felt lyk ripping something off ur face!! and that's ur mouth~!! gosh i really really hate u!! coz in this world nobody has the right to say me..ONLI MUM>> DUN U EVEN DARE TO SAY I"M AM SHIT~!!! u are the one..coz u make us all miserable...u know wat??!?1 all of us int he family really wished u wun come back from work sumtimes coz all u do and yell yell yell wit ur friggin mouth~!!! nothing but yell~!!! yell what?? yell abt us and our lives...well i guess u jus have to know where u stand!!! U ARE MY FATHER!! AND U EVEN CAN CALL ME A PIECE OF SHIT! I DUN TINK U DESERVE MY RESPECT!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA YES~!!!!!!1 THAT"SZ HOW MUCH I HATE U~!!!! NOT ONLI NOW...EVERYONE MIGHT BE THINKING I AM JUS VENTING MY ANGER and saying how much i hate u onli NOW..but NO..this is HOW MUCH I HATE U!!!!!! REALLY REALLY HATE U!! I"M AM NOW REALLY MAD.....u pushed ur limits far enuff...dun TRy to even talk to me abt my education coz u dun have a say in it..i WUN even think of discussing it with u coz u know nothing!! i mean absolute nothing! u always think u know alot..BUT NO~!! HELL NO~!!! u dunno...and u start preaching me with nonsense that dun even help me in my education! i dun see a link in ur conversation that helps in my education..u dunno wat choice i made...u EVEN KNOW WHEN I GO FOR POLY HUNT ALL AND THAT STUFF AND U ACCUSE ME OF SITTING AT HOME DOING NOTHING?!?! ACCUSE ME OF NOT LOOKING AT COURSES?~?!?!? u really really damn blind dad~!!didn't u see the pile of books and phamplets on the table?!?!?!?! yes...that one is when i go poly hunt..DID U EVEN KNOW ABT THAT?!?! NO~! rite??? so how dare u budge into my life all of a sudden and say i never do anything abt my life???????? huh?? huh????? U ARE DAMN UNFORGIVEN~!!!